

Memories? MemoriesMemories? by ~SecretsAlive
You showed back up
Right when I was sure
That you would let me be
I'm finally getting to where
I like what I see in the mirror
And then there you are
Reminding me of just how badly
I failed when I tried so hard
I fix everything for you
You broke me into peices
You broke my heart, my spirit
And now I have to fix it
I can't ever forget
Too many memories
Both good and bad
But my eyes finally opened
And I saw you for what you are
And found that I never knew you
And I wanted so bad to hate you
But I could only hate myself
For being so blind
I let you break me down
Day by day, year by year
But atleast I learned my l


Running away Running away.Running away by ~SecretsAlive
I have been told it is
the only thing Im good at.
Im starting to believe
that it might be true.


Exaustion ExhaustionExaustion by ~SecretsAlive
Mind slips away
Lecture fades to static
Minutes slip by
Notes go unwritten
Unwanted thoughts slip in
And distract from everything


doesn't matter pretend that i'm ok, i'm notdoesn't matter by ~SecretsAlive
things that i could never say
words that wouldn't matter
can't change the past
look toward the future
concentrate on today?
look up the definition
unrequited
doesn't matter anyways
the choice was made
but it wasn't mine
i didn't get a say
broken heart?
of course not, never
couldn't happen, too soon
broken promise?
bet you didn't know
doesn't matter anyways
maybe i should have said it
while i still had the chance
but now that's gone, wont come back
so the words die in my throat
can't change the past
look toward the future
concentrate on today?
today couldn't get much worse
and i can't see